Sunday, March 15, 2009

in love.

i'm happy. i'm living my life the way i want to. God has kept me up and i'm blessed. i couldn't ask for anything more. i'm living it, happily for myself. i'm in love with my life and i couldn't thank God enough for it.

i've gone through a lot with you. i've always given you grace. i've always been patient. i'm done playing games now. i'm always going to love you, no doubt. you were my life, my heart was all yours, i gave you everything i had. it's definetely been a chaotic journey with you, but now it's time to Let God. i'm strong, don't worry about me. we'll see where this takes us.

"I made a mistake when I told you I loved you. Made a mistake when I said it's forever. Made a mistake when I really fell. And my final mistake was, thinking you felt the same way after all. I'm not going to stress over you anymore. It isn't worth it. I tried to work something out, but you ignored it. I'm not trying to say that I don't want you, because I definitely do. All I'm saying is I'm done chasing after you. "

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